#ESMEINK : “Life & Power” Day 24

happiness

LIFE & POWER

I begin with a quote today. I love it, and I question it at the same time;

“YOU WILL NEVER BE HAPPY IF YOU CONTINUE TO SEARCH FOR WHAT HAPPINESS CONSISTS OF. YOU WILL NEVER LIVE IF YOU ARE LOOKING FOR THE MEANING OF LIFE”.

This quote reminds me that, what really matters, is right NOW. This very moment. Being present, once again. Finding peace amongst the bit of chaos I have in my life right now-today-this evening.
I know that I’m not alone, when I feel like I’m always searching for more of a meaning to life. A purpose.

But how lost in this should a person get? And how far away from it does one get without seeming like they don’t give a damn? And then, on the other hand, I also love searching for what happiness means to me. Questioning if I’m happy, and making necessary adjustments in my life to become so. My journals have helped me begin to reveal a part of this grand question.

I have felt, that the more I unravel beneath my skin, the more work I create for myself, and the busier I’ve become. I wish I didn’t have to sleep at night. I wish I didn’t tire. Truly, wishful thinking.

So, what is happiness to me? What is happiness to others?

{Power}

Everyone has power symbols. For some it’s money. For others, it may be status. Maybe it’s to be physically fit. Maybe its a career. Whatever it may be, we usually feel in control of our lives when that thing is present and abundant. When it’s not, walls can crumble, our relationships can fall apart, and life seems less grand. Some people dive into a depression. It’s different for everyone.

Power symbols. Are they learned from observing members of our clan from a young age? A sum of our experiences thus far? Probably both, I think.
When and where in our lives did they become significant, and can we change them? I think yes, but not without a lot of work, love, and self-trust.
That’s where I’m at.

Money is definitely a power symbol to me. Not that I’ve ever had an abundance of it. I have made the connection to my happiness, or lack of it when money is either present or scarce.
So thats where I’m starting. My first power symbol. Why this one? Because often, I feel like money is the root of all evil. Boom.

I’m starting to create change-new habits and beliefs that ultimately pave new pathways in my brain. A re-wiring (so to speak). I want my brain to understand that this power symbol, is truly symbolic. I want to physically not feel frustrated, scared, or stressed over money. I will rewire my brain to understand, that, when money is not abundant at any given time, that it’s OK. This would be the time to reflect on life’s simple, and often free treasures. Like mother earth. Love. Peace. Health. This will serve me better.

I love turning lemons into lemonade. Literally and figuratively.

As I work towards creating new habits, new thoughts, and new beliefs that ultimately create happiness, the one thing I can’t forget to remember is, let go, and live!
Because the more I live, the more the meaning of life will reveal itself!

I’m choosing a mantra today, that translates to releasing obstacles. It will help me let let go of that which is blocking my path.

{MANTRA}

Om Gum Ganapateyi Namaha

mantra

#ESMEINK Journal Entry by Lise-Marie Johnson

2 thoughts

  1. I love how you focused in on one aspect of what drives people’s emotions and actions in life (power). Very insightful and thought-provoking.

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