#ESMEINK : “Consciousness” Day 8

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{ Consiousness }

“He reached over to the refrigerator, grasped an onion, and tossed it to me. “Peel it, layer by layer,” he demanded. I started peeling. “What do you find?”
“Another layer.”
“Continue.”
I peeled off a few more layers. “Just more layers, Soc.” I said.
“Keep going.”
“There’s nothing left.”
“There’s something left, all right.”
“What’s that?”
“The universe. Consider that as you walk home.”

-From the book, “Way of the peaceful warrior”

Just when I feel like I’m going crazy because of how busy my mind is, I come across this piece from an amazing book. It’s a lot to consider for sure.
I’m called to meditate. Journalling has been great, but seems to have opened up so many thoughts, feelings, and confusion. I am writing down thoughts and ideas the moment I get them, so that I can write about them later. Some of them I don’t feel ready to tackle when it comes time to sit down and write. Others, i’m just not that passionate to write about. I want each entry to really mean something. I want to work on my soul. Find what drives me. Get to know myself better.

There is change upon me, and it’s a strong, heavy feeling. I don’t know what it is, but I only feel this way when I know something big on the way. It’s a strange energy.

{change}

Only the mind is resistant to change. When we are able to relax to a state of mindlessness, we feel happy, free, present, and don’t sense separation from anything.

“The body is Consciousness; never born; never dies; only changes. The mind-your ego, personal beliefs, history, and identity-is all that ends at death.”
-“way of the peaceful warrior”

I want my mind to be less noisy. I want to feel more present. Meditation helps. If I can pay attention to the 2 main processes; insight and surrender, then I should be able to let go and be free of the mind, in those moments I need peace.
Insight-paying attention to what is arising. Surrender-letting go of attachment to arising thoughts.
I allow thoughts to come in, and I allow myself to let them go. This will give me peace.

I have no mantra for today. Rather, I will breathe deep, listen to the rhythm of my heartbeat and breath. For today, I am alive with many passions, and I will move through these thoughts without getting stuck.

“Quiet the mind, and the soul will speak.”
-Ma Jaya Sati Bhagavati

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#ESMEINK Journal Entry by Lise-Marie Johnson

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